عکس من
من به بی سامانی باد را می مانم و به سرگردانی ابر را

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thanks for making me a Fighter



After all that you put me through,
You think I'd despise you,
But in the end I wanna thank you,
'Cause you've made me that much stronger

Well I thought I knew you, thinkin' that you were true
Guess I, I couldn't trust called your bluff time is up
'Cause I've had enough
You were there by my side, always down for the ride
But your joy ride just came down in flames 'cause your greed sold me out in shame

After all of the stealing and cheating you probably think that I hold resentment for you
But uh uh, oh no, you're wrong
'Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do, I wouldn't know
Just how capable I am to pull through
So I wanna say thank you
'Cause it

Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

Never saw it coming, all of your backstabbing
Just so you could cash in on a good thing before I'd realize your game
I heard you're going round playing the victim now
But don't even begin feeling I'm the one to blame
'Cause you dug your own grave
After all of the fights and the lies 'cause you're wanting to haunt me
But that won't work anymore, no more,
It's over
'Cause if it wasn't for all of your torture
I wouldn't know how to be this way now and never back down
So I wanna say thank you
'Cause it

Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

How could this man I thought I knew
Turn out to be unjust so cruel
Could only see the good in you
Pretend not to see the truth
You tried to hide your lies, disguise yourself
Through living in denial
But in the end you'll see
YOU-WON'T-STOP-ME

I am a fighter and I
I ain't gonna stop
There is no turning back
I've had enough

Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

You thought I would forget
But I remembered
'Cause I remembered
I remembered
You thought I would forget
I remembered
'Cause I remembered
I remembered

Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

christina aguilera


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نقطه سر خط


نقطه ای میگذارم در انتهای خط هر آنچه گذشت در گذشته، هر آنچه ساختم و هر آنچه ویران کردم و هر آنچه بی تفاوت از کنارش گذشتم.

نقطه سر خط


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روز بزرگ


سیاه : امروز روز بزرگیه، سبز. یه روز بزرگ و مهم.

سبز : در این باره شک ندارم. ولی این مورد در مورد ِ همه ی روزا صدق میکنه. یه شروع  ِ تازه واسه همه روزای باقی مونده.


سکوت
پل استر


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آب در هاون کوبیدن


از لحظه هایی که جدا تحملش سخته و می‏تونه تک تک سلول های آدم رو متلاشی کنه وقتیه که داری با تمام وجود سعی می‏کنی منظورت رو بگی، ایده هات رو توضیح بدی، دیدگاهت رو ... و اطرافیان سر تکون میدن به نشان تائید و میگن "بله بله، درست میگین." "حق با شماست."   "متوجه هستم." "من هم موافقم" و عباراتی از این دست. در حالیکه یا نگرفتن تو چی میگی، یا فقط صبر کردن که تو حرفات تموم بشه و بعد اونا داستان ِ خودشون رو بگن یا صرفا قصدشون اینه که به هدفشون برسن، یه جورایی اصلا گوش نمی دن. یه موقع ها تو حسّت خوبه از اینکه حرفت رو زدی، سبک شدی. مخصوصا اگه عصبانی بودی یا ناراحت و نگران. اما چند روز بعد یه برخورد میبینی که همه‏ ی حس خوبت رو در یک منفی ِ ده به توان n ضرب میکنه (n  میل میکنه به سمت مثبت بی نهایت.)

اما از اون بد تر وقتیه که به همون چند لحظه سبکی هم نمی رسی چون در آخر حرف ها با یه جمله به صورت غیر مستقیم و گاهی مستقیم... بهت اعلام میشه که داشتی آب رو در هاون می ‏کوبیدی.